Tex hadn't heard anything about R.J. killing K-Mar. In fact, he hadn't heard anything from R.J. at all. Maybe the little b**** got scared and killed himself. Oh well. That means all I have to do is make sure K-Mar dies before he graduates.and then I clean up the evidence an I jus leave clean. Tres más días, K-Mar, Three more days. You better watch your back. You' better say your goodbyes. There will be no more mañana for you. I will make sure you die a slow and painful death.I should shoot you five times when I see you; one for every year I spent in captivity as if I were an animal. But this time, you are the animal. But you are the deer as to be hunted by me.
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K-Mar let R.J. come to church with him and Qiana. At first R.J. thought it was stupid until the preacher started telling a story about a little girl. She was held at gunpoint in her school. She began to pray and the man got blurry vision. She prayed harder and he couldn't hold the gun. She prayed even harder and the police came and took the man away. K-Mar took Qiana home and then drove the two of them to his house(they'd been staying together so Tex  couldn't catch one of them alone but K-Mar's parents thought they were just spending time together before graduation.) K-Mar was trying to explain Jesus and his death and all that stuff. K-Mar is crazy. No man would ever die for me. But K is so sure that this Jesus guy cares about me. I don't know. Look at the hand I was dealt. Not good at all. My daddy beats the livin p*** outta me jus cause de wind blow, momma gets beat too an is too scared to even try to kick his lousy a**. The only thing he's given me sides pain is 23 friggin chromosomes. I don't even want his d*** genes. I don't want to be a thing like him. K keeps sayin that with Jesus's help, I don't have to worry bout so called "Daddy". "Maybe Jesus cares for me after all. I mean since he died just so he could be with me when I die then maybe I do have someone besides Momma that truly loves me." K is lookin all misty-eyed. D*** is this fool bout to cry? "R.J. He does love you but to get that gift, you gotta put your life in his hands. He loves you and I do and Zoey does and Qiana does for sure. We all want you to accept that Jesus can save you but you have to ask. If you want to be left alone I can step out. You want me to?" Awe man now I'm misty. But either way, I gotta make my life right. It's between me and Him. "Yea. Yea I'll knock when it's good." K-Mar stepped out. God? I know I'm probly the one that would be the last one talkin to you but K's been tellin me bowt how you sent your son to die so I can be with you when I die. I know that I don't deserve anything like the new life you can give me but I'm just askin for your forgivness for everything wrong I've ever done to anybody and for things I've done wrong to myself. God, I'm sorry for the cutting. I know it is a bad thing and that I have to quit for You, Zoey, K-Mar, Qiana, Momma, and me. Please ,God, jus let me have your forgivness and please come into me so I can be saved, Amen. R.J. knocked and K-Mar came in. The two stood and just looked at each other. Then R.J. said it: "I'm a new man K. He forgave me."