Getting Up From the Fall
Well I did tons better than I thought I would when I saw Shy. Honestly, I was a ok. Yea I kinda felt a bit of a twinge of anger but at least I'm getting better. Hopefully, I skip the relapse stage. I'm making better progress than I thought. In fact, I can already tell that I'll feel good when I get to the Squeaky Clean level so when I get there, I'm going to sort of treat it like a graduation. I'm going to make a diploma and fill it out and put it on here so that I'll always remember "Hey! I made it!" He's like Tylenol. He's good when you need him but when you get addicted, not so good. Some might be saying "You're going a bit over the top Neon. A diploma? Really? That's a bit theatrical don't ya think?" and then I'd say "No because I enjoy celebrations of any kind so if I want to celebrate me 'Coming of Age' then by gush (I'm gonna put out a dictionary!) I will!" lol yea but I think I'll skip the Relapse and move to Squeaky Clean in no time! Heck, at this rate, even if I do relapse, it'll probably last about half a day.